I paraded in peignoir, basque, thong, stockings, garters and heels, along the catwalk of his imagination. Clotheshorse me, when his seasonal design is to me saddle me naked. Ultimately to leave no lingering lingerie eclipsing my flesh from his solar flaring gaze, his sidereal probing fingers. No celestial bridge of sighs, but mere pumping caisson, pontoon poon. As his hands perform a stiff dance of the seven veils, starchily dismantling the silk garlands and wreaths he had insisted I caparison myself with, my mind drifts as to where he came by such a hackneyed assemblage. Mail order catalogues? (That precisely dates his vintage). Doorcrack glimpses of his mother? Camera Obscura erotica or illicit daguerrotypes? (I am reaching too far back in time). Nonetheless, whatever the deep lying wellspring, still a dreary, trite imago from which his particular grubby bedbug emerges. His bromide afflatus supposed to becalm me, only serves to stroke my dander. My scabs, scales and less than immaculate macula, thrust themselves beseechingly at him as proof of flawedness, a stiletto stab of subjectivity. But he is lost inside his head. Where I am entombed. Behind his hyaline eyes I have no substance. Me mere stained glass window (with the emphasis on ’stained’), to stop up his gaze and interdict the light that would adjure me depth. The lifeless wrinkles of husked silk on the floor bore more dimensions than the stripped me.
“ – the dangerous words, the padlocked words, the words that do not belong to the dictionary, for if they were written there, written out and not maintained by ellipses, they would utter too fast the suffocating misery of a solitude …” Jean Genet Introduction to “Soledad Brother – The Prison Letters of George Jackson”
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Saturday, 17 September 2016
Thursday, 3 January 2013
Three Eclipses - Friday Flash
The geisha strummed the three strings of her shamisen for
her Samurai master. The instrument's body encased in catskin that held the sweet
vibrations like a purr. Its silk strings fashioned of the same material as the
kimono in which she was draped. Three ivory pegs chorusing the hairpins shaping
her high chignon hair. The three strings rubbed against one another to conjure
up the sound of a whole hive of bees. The plectrum caressing against the body
to conjure the rhythms of the hooves of her master's horse. Her fingers
palpating the frets to make the instrument sound like sweetly dripping honey.
She was his flower in the pleasure quarters and his willow
throughout the rest of the house, as she fed his soul with poetry, dance,
calligraphy and grace. At night, to preserve her elaborate hair pinned with
turtleshell, she slept with her head on a block and a bed of rice around its
base to alert her, were her crown to roll off the wood.
Then came the American bomb clouds that momentarily blotted out the
sun and stripped all the leaves from the trees. Those birds not in its vicinity,
till crashed in their flying, as they conceived night had descended. The bees
disappeared. Turtles retreated inside their shells never to resurface from
their hibernation.
Now her silk kimono sat uncomfortably. She could feel the
silk writhing over her body, as if the worms sought to reclaim their cocoons
for their unborn broods. The shimasen's silk strings came away from the catskin
body, as they too protested their indenture. Her master took his pitiless steel
and rendered Seppuku. His insides unravelling like the insurgent strings on her
shamisen. Her tresses escaped their turtleshell grips. No more of flowers and
willows. A perpetual winter had eclipsed Japan's ever rising sun.
The silhouette of an American GI stood behind her shoji. He
slid the screen door back, his bulk dimming the whole room. Save for the corona
of light from the burning tip of his cigarette waxing and waning as he breathed
heavily. Try as she might, she couldn't convince herself that it was a firefly
in the night attracted by the scent of her hair's pomade.
Taken from the Flash Fiction collection "Long Stories Short" available on Amazon Kindle
Taken from the Flash Fiction collection "Long Stories Short" available on Amazon Kindle
Labels:
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Animals,
Atom Bomb,
Eclipse,
Friday Flash,
Geisha,
GI,
Hair,
Japan,
Kimono,
Rising Sun,
Samurai,
Seppuku,
Shimasen,
Silk,
War,
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