In the parochial world of man, I have a fair idea of who I am.
Aware of the helical stock where I hail from
I can trace the atavism and their heritable avatars
The lineaments which inscribe the lines of my face
The flushes, freckles and wrinkled folds of my skin
Well versed in my ethnicity, nationality, creed and culture
Their heritable language and those idiosyncratic flourishes of my own
I know who I like and like what I know
I'm informed whence my creativity and how it unfolds
I'm alert to my foes, vexatious or merely nettling
I'm cognisant where the moral voices in my head come from
While I'm also on first name terms with the delusional ones
I'm acquainted with my aspirations, ambitions and appetites
My drives and their inhibitors, my phobias even to their irrationality
My blindspots and prejudices and the adjustments I make
My fantasies, my attractions, my lusts and their objects
I apprehend my body's taints and physical failings
Possessing a map of how it will further unwind in time
Yet what I remain unenlightened to, is the identity of Man himself
1 comment:
I love this.
I have just read A Lovers Discourse by Roland Barthes and it reminded me of that.
QRG
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